YOU. ingat tak dulu. dulu, masa you tengah susah hati dan selalu moody. masa you rasa takde sapa paham you. *err...selalu je kan you rasa takde orang faham you. yelah.masa tu..i pernah bagi you satu buku kan? buku smiley. ingat tak? buku kaler itam, ada one big smiley on the front and three little smileys at the back. ah..buku tu lahh.. that book which i bought when i was passing by a very old bookstore and i saw it, it was actually dusty...but kat cover dia ada tulis. "smile because your smile matter to those around you." and at that time, your smile is actually what matter most to me. and so I bought the book because I need to tell you without telling you that your happiness is important to me. Even if I'm not the who'd be the reason for your happiness.
My intention was, for you to have something which you will have by yourside just when you think talking to the people around you is useless because none of us would understand you. I said, "whenever you pissed of, mad or sad, just write it all here. you can let it all out here. make it sort of a letter to someone you would never meet, but understand you the most. you can write everything here. even if it is about me.
Ingat tak you buku tu?? I tau you ingat. And I remember reading the very first note in the book. It was about how you appreciate this book very much. and you would write more. and one of the bitterest moment to you was when i smoke some "shisha" with our friends. yes..that book. I noticed you still have that book. and i also found out that you had stopped writing. My wish is that, you stopped writing because you are all better than then..
*my attempt to share some bittersweet memories with you. didn't work did it?
but I'm glad I had tried it.S
My intention was, for you to have something which you will have by yourside just when you think talking to the people around you is useless because none of us would understand you. I said, "whenever you pissed of, mad or sad, just write it all here. you can let it all out here. make it sort of a letter to someone you would never meet, but understand you the most. you can write everything here. even if it is about me.
Ingat tak you buku tu?? I tau you ingat. And I remember reading the very first note in the book. It was about how you appreciate this book very much. and you would write more. and one of the bitterest moment to you was when i smoke some "shisha" with our friends. yes..that book. I noticed you still have that book. and i also found out that you had stopped writing. My wish is that, you stopped writing because you are all better than then..
*my attempt to share some bittersweet memories with you. didn't work did it?
but I'm glad I had tried it.S
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