nevermind

back then;
nak makan kuey tiow goreng.
*tak masak2 sampai sudahh...
bising-bising gado-gado.
tak cakap.
buat muka.

now;
nape tak makan? da masak da tu. banyak.
Masak benda yang orang tanak makan.memang la tak makan.
abes tu, nak makan apa? nanti boleh masak. kalau mintak pelik-pelik, memang la tak buat.
ntahh...tak rasa nak makan apa-apa. masak je la...orang makan. apa-apa pon orang makan. tak kisah...

ari ni nak makan apa? bubur nak?
tak kisahhh.....masak je laaaa.....
kang masak tak makan.
masak je la.....

:( feels bad. to do such. but sometimes when u really want something so bad, u asked and asked and asked but no good respond were given, u just stop asking. maybe you get used to rejection and you feels like,
"nevermind, i'll just swallow it inside; another rejection would hurt both."