GROUP MATE and LICENSE

Oh yeah! eh.. Alhamdulillah, I've been blessed with another day with my nephews, Izz and Qayyum. Another beautiful day. 

What I've done today? Still. Same-O same-o. 

I helped my sister with her Hubungan Etnik assignment. She is doing her degree now. She's a teacher at a primary school. It is compulsory for a teacher to have degree nowadays. So, she is required to further her study. What seems to be the problem here is she has a very unproductive group mate. Why did I say so? Ok now, she has been bugging me to help her with the assignment for two weeks now. I had helped her. I've taught her how to write the assignment, how to get information from the books and internet. She had done quite well actually. She had divided the job since it is a group work. It has been a week since she last called her group mate regarding the assignment. Last Saturday we went to meet her.

 And guess what? She gave a very lame excuse. She said that she had done her part but her laptop were damaged by her two daughters. She has to sent the laptop to the 'kilang' and will not get it back within this 3 weeks. OK that's first. But if she had done the assignment, it would not be a problem to re-do it again since she must've known her points to write. BUT. She asked my sister, 'what should I put in the report?'. That's a NO NO question. It's obvious. She had done nothing yet. My sister made a decision to let her do her part and sent it to her on Thursday. Today, (Wednesday) she said that her laptop screen is blurred. What the fish my niece would say. 

Ok now I would say my gratitude. I am grateful that during my study, I had encounter just a few friends possessing the same traits or attitude. But somehow, these few friends does not work with me much. I am grateful that the people I worked with most are those who knew their job, do their part without lame excuses, and are very committed in doing their work. And it's never too much if I said they are the best group mate ever. They are my very best friend too. Alhamdulillah. 

LICENSE.

haha. funny right? what's so bizarre about license that I am grateful about? Well, I am 23 years old and I cannot drive. Of course it's bizarre for me. I'm registering this Saturday. huhu. silly. I know. Others had gained their license years ago. So what? at least I'm going to get one-at last. haha.

 BUT. I hate velocity. And I am afraid of it actually. I don't know. Maybe I'll drive like an old lady. Maybe I'll drive the slowest I can. I don't know. but I'll never know unless I get behind the wheel. I'll try my best. huhu.

“Individual commitment to a group effort -- that is what makes a team work, a company work, a society work, a civilization work.”

Saya Ikot Saja

Saya dah tak rasa apa-apa.
Pelik tak tahu kenapa.
"Numb" senang kata.

Saya tengok kiri.
Saya tengok kanan.
Tapi dalam diri,
macam tak bagi kesan.

Saya rasa pelik.
Macam takde apa-apa nak jadi.
Saya tunggu je lah.
Apa-apa pun yang tiba.

Bukan berputus asa.
Putus harapan pun bukan juga.
Cuma saya,
Tak rasa apa-apa.
Semuanya, saya ikot saja.

What Am I Grateful For?

What I am grateful for today? First of all, the fact that I am still breathing in this world to feel the air, to hear the sound of the cars moving back and forth, I am still breathing to make another conversation with little Izz and the people around me. 

Okay now, There's nothing much I've done today. Same-O same-O stuff. Watching TV, web surfing, oh and yes, I manage to fast today. Alhamdulillah. 

 I watched Oprah today. It was the Farewell Season. Usually I don't watch Oprah, but somehow I watched it today, and I found that the episode was quite interesting. Today it was about animals. Special animals. 

What makes them special? There are just so many of them, I can't quite remember.

 There was a dolphin with no tail and they helped her; which eventually she became an inspiration to a little girl who wore hearing aid device. That little girl was ashamed with the device she wore but she saw the "tailless-dolphin" and she was inspired not to feel ashame of what she is. 

But what makes me feel very grateful today is a story of a two-legged dog-Faith, who was born handicapped. However, her owner, Jude Stringfellow, adopted Faith when the mother dog was found trying to smother the deformed puppy—her son rescued the puppy and brought her home. Many people, including veterinarians, advised that Faith be euthanized. Instead, using a spoon with peanut butter as an incentive, Jude taught Faith to hop but Faith decided on her own to walk; the family's corgi would bark at Faith from another room, or nip her heels to urge her to walk

Ok now, I know this is a very old story. What makes me write about Faith is because she made me realize how grateful I am to be born perfect with arms, senses and healthy mind. Alhamdulillah, I am very grateful for that. I am grateful that God had blessed me with great health. To those who were not as lucky as I am, I wish good life for them, I hope they will be very patient for this is the destiny or fate which has been written by The Creator. There is nothing bad about it. It's just another test. If I were tested with stuff, I will always remember. "Allah will never tests us if He knew we cannot handle it." 

"There is no such thing as gratitude unexpressed. If it is unexpressed, it is plain, old-fashioned ingratitude." — Robert Brault  

Penganggur Tegar

It has been a month since I finished my days as a student. It has been quite sometimes since I wrote something. 

Kenapa? 

Malas?

 Tak jugak.

 Keje banyak?

Tak jugak. 

Sibuk?

 Lagi lah TAK . 

Takde kerja pon sekarang ni. Duduk meng'ANGGUR' je kat sini. 

Everytime I try to write something, the words doesn't seems to fit in right. Takde rhyme la dalam tulisan. Nampak tak kemas. Nampak tak cantik. Eh, bukan tak cantik. Tak sedap di baca. 

Erm, takpe. Saya cuba semula. 

So, sekarang buat apa? 

Duduk JB, umah kakak.Tolong kakak buat assignment. Dia sambung belajar dan malas pula. Tapi dia baik hati. Kenapa? Dia belikan saya macam-macam. Dia memenuhi kemahuan saya. Kemahuan macam mana? Dia suka shopping. Maka itu, saya yang suka shopping juga rasa tempiasnya. Mekasih..

Kat sini best juga. 

Sebab apa? 

Ada CIKODET.

 Siapa Cikodet? Anak sedara saya. Dengan dia la saya bergelak tawa, dengan dia la saya bercerita, dengan dia la saya berkata-kata, dan jangan terkejut, dia bergaduh dengan saya juga. Comel betol dia. Dengan dia saya gembira. Dialah kecintaan saya sekarang ni. 

Okeh. Saya akan mula menulis semula. Tulis je apa-apa. 

Oh. Saya dah ingat. Saya akan mula tulis "what I am grateful for today". Setiap hari. Ye. Setiap hari. 

Oklah untuk permulaan malam ni. Nak tido. 

*What I am grateful for today? 

My mak call this morning. Again, it's never better to hear her voice. Feels like the old time when she'll wake me up for school. :) 

I get two Indian attire, which was bought by my sister for me, I've been wanting it so much, now I get it. Too bad, the hand is too small. So, it's kinda 'choking' my arms.  Nevermind, we'll get our mother to fix it. She's the best. 

Good Night!