just when i woke up this morning,
my sky are brighter and orange.
just when i want to close my eyes,
in my mind there you lies.
just when i thought that i don't need anybody,
you gave me the real reason of needing somebody.
just when i feel secure in my tiny little world,
i am drown in your flowery soothing words.
just what i want is,
for you to want me back.
just what i need is,
for you to need me back.
just what i love is,
how u show your love.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Something I found in the old rack
Memang ada bende yang kite sayang dan nak selalu ada, tapi ada masanya, dia akan hilang. Pada masa tu, kite akan sedar, nak bersedih sangat pon tak guna. Sebab, akan datang satu masa nnt, kite akan mendapat pengganti. Mungkin tak sama, tak serupa dan sebiji dgn apa yg kite pernah ada, tp, da dapat pengganti da kire ok la tu. Jadi, pandai2 la move on ye…
It doesn't matter anymore
it might sound a bit selfish. It might sound a bit silly.It might sound obnoxious.It might sound bad.It might sound lame.Everybody has been at that moment where they'll give up doing anything.From being sad, to being happy.From feeling content to feeling lonely.Every single thing has been done. Every single wish had never been granted.Every single 'hi' has been greeted.And she, will not do it anymore.She'll not greet anymore.She will not be asking anymore.She has seen it.She asked, and she was blew away.She sit still, and she got her asking...Maybe that's not a good way to do things.But to her, it just doesn't matter anymore.
nevermind
back then;
nak makan kuey tiow goreng.
*tak masak2 sampai sudahh...
bising-bising gado-gado.
tak cakap.
buat muka.
now;
nape tak makan? da masak da tu. banyak.
Masak benda yang orang tanak makan.memang la tak makan.
abes tu, nak makan apa? nanti boleh masak. kalau mintak pelik-pelik, memang la tak buat.
ntahh...tak rasa nak makan apa-apa. masak je la...orang makan. apa-apa pon orang makan. tak kisah...
ari ni nak makan apa? bubur nak?
tak kisahhh.....masak je laaaa.....
kang masak tak makan.
masak je la.....
:( feels bad. to do such. but sometimes when u really want something so bad, u asked and asked and asked but no good respond were given, u just stop asking. maybe you get used to rejection and you feels like,
"nevermind, i'll just swallow it inside; another rejection would hurt both."
nak makan kuey tiow goreng.
*tak masak2 sampai sudahh...
bising-bising gado-gado.
tak cakap.
buat muka.
now;
nape tak makan? da masak da tu. banyak.
Masak benda yang orang tanak makan.memang la tak makan.
abes tu, nak makan apa? nanti boleh masak. kalau mintak pelik-pelik, memang la tak buat.
ntahh...tak rasa nak makan apa-apa. masak je la...orang makan. apa-apa pon orang makan. tak kisah...
ari ni nak makan apa? bubur nak?
tak kisahhh.....masak je laaaa.....
kang masak tak makan.
masak je la.....
:( feels bad. to do such. but sometimes when u really want something so bad, u asked and asked and asked but no good respond were given, u just stop asking. maybe you get used to rejection and you feels like,
"nevermind, i'll just swallow it inside; another rejection would hurt both."
I wanna
i wanna write.
a book with only a chapter.
only a subject matter.
what i see with my eyes.
what i hear with my ears.
i wanna write.
i just need one paper.
one that would sufficiently enough for one whole chapter.
if only, it can be done,
if ever.
i wanna read.
one chapter.
in a single paper.
and not only a story about him or her.
i wanna read.
and in my reading,
i would make a finding.
about almost everything
above beyond what i can think.
a book with only a chapter.
only a subject matter.
what i see with my eyes.
what i hear with my ears.
i wanna write.
i just need one paper.
one that would sufficiently enough for one whole chapter.
if only, it can be done,
if ever.
i wanna read.
one chapter.
in a single paper.
and not only a story about him or her.
i wanna read.
and in my reading,
i would make a finding.
about almost everything
above beyond what i can think.
he left
he was nothing near perfect.
he was nothing near flawless.
he was nothing near great.
neither was him nearing mighty.
he offers none.
he provides none.
he shows none.
but the love with the only way he could.
he was not good.
he's far from great.
but to her, he has been.
most loyal he can be.
he never juged.
though he seen it all.
he never buged.
though he has felt it all.
to her he has been.
loyal like no other.
to her he has been.
as fool as one can be.
he was happy.
though he knew she was lying.
he was pretending.
though he knew she was cheating.
he said none to other.
he can. always. he can.
but he won't. no he won't.
he loved too much to hurt her.
he left one day.
to a place where she can't come.
he left one day.
to a place where peace can he found.
he was nothing near flawless.
he was nothing near great.
neither was him nearing mighty.
he offers none.
he provides none.
he shows none.
but the love with the only way he could.
he was not good.
he's far from great.
but to her, he has been.
most loyal he can be.
he never juged.
though he seen it all.
he never buged.
though he has felt it all.
to her he has been.
loyal like no other.
to her he has been.
as fool as one can be.
he was happy.
though he knew she was lying.
he was pretending.
though he knew she was cheating.
he said none to other.
he can. always. he can.
but he won't. no he won't.
he loved too much to hurt her.
he left one day.
to a place where she can't come.
he left one day.
to a place where peace can he found.
You and The Dreams
it's weird how sometimes i took a peep into you.
i did not care much before.
neither am i care lot this moment.
but sometimes i found it good.
you're doing great.
it stings a bit.l
but really, i am happy.
you are another person who passes through me and made me realise.
we can do what we always wanted to do.
i admire you.
sometimes jealous at you.
but truly, i am happy.
you make your way through.
you were down there before.
you thought it was the end.
and you said never again.
we just can't see where the path will lead us.
and sometimes, all we can do is just hold on and believe.
most of the times, we wonder,
to what extent will this thing linger.
happy you make your way through.
happy you're doing good.
happy you get what you want.
Alhamdulillah.
in the end, everything's going to be alright.
i did not care much before.
neither am i care lot this moment.
but sometimes i found it good.
you're doing great.
it stings a bit.l
but really, i am happy.
you are another person who passes through me and made me realise.
we can do what we always wanted to do.
i admire you.
sometimes jealous at you.
but truly, i am happy.
you make your way through.
you were down there before.
you thought it was the end.
and you said never again.
we just can't see where the path will lead us.
and sometimes, all we can do is just hold on and believe.
most of the times, we wonder,
to what extent will this thing linger.
happy you make your way through.
happy you're doing good.
happy you get what you want.
Alhamdulillah.
in the end, everything's going to be alright.
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