Umum Salahnya

Buruk perkataannya, kau kisahkan.
Buruk perangainya, kau ceritakan.
Mengaruk hamunnya, kau sebarkan.
Buruk lakunya, kau umumkan.

Tangisnya dia, saat kau kelaparan, tak kau kisahkan.
Sedihnya dia, saat kau keletihan, tak kau ceritakan.
Runtun hatinya, saat kau kesusahan, tak pernah kau umumkan.
Sabarnya dia, saat kau curang, tak pernah kau dedahkan.

Waktu kau berbohong, dan dia redha.
Tak pernah kah kau, rasa kasihan.
Saat kau sombong, dan dia kesusahan, takkah kau rasa satu kesalahan.
Saat dia perlu pertolongan, terus ditinggalkan, tak perlukah kau, beri penjelasan?

Dia marah. Dia menjerit.
Dia mengamuk. Dia mengaruk.

Dia sayang. Dia cinta.
Dia sakit. Dia perit.
Dia sabar. Dia tabah.

Biar hatinya, matikan semua rasa.
Mengusap dada, terus beristghfar.
Semoga sabar, masih berbaki.
Insya-Allah kemaafan tiba satu masa nanti.

In The Midst of The Cold

filled with tears.
haunt with fear.
dropping hopes.
leaving dreams.

too tired to think.
too sad to wish.
to all in hands.
i wish to free.

sadness strokes
in the midst of the cold.
helpless to run
when i can't stand.

Kawan-Kawan Saya

Di awalnya, saya sendiri saya.
Saya mula kenal dia.
Orang pertama saya berkata.
Orang pertama saya menyapa.
Yang kurang lebih sama macam saya.
Kita putih, tapi kita putih yang tak sama.
Kita hitam, tapi hitam kita pon tak sama.
Kita confuse, tapi kita tetap sama-sama terus.
Saya kenal pula dengan dia, dia, dan dia.
Dia semua jadi kakak adik saya.
Permulaan saya.
Kenal dengan mereka,
lidah saya mula rasa benda baru.
Lidah saya mula rasa benda berbeza.
Perkataan saya mula bertambah.
Pengetahuan saya mula bercambah.
Pandangan saya juga berubah.
Terima kasih ika, ida, dan deeha.
KPM jugak jadi pemangkin.
Saya mula kenal kawan-kawan yang lain.
Semua sebab nak tanya;
"eh, you da cek duit KPM?"
Semua sebab KPM.
Saya kenal Nerd, Konoi, Ali dengan Nudin.
Lepas tu, saya mula duduk library.
Bukan sebab rajin,
Sebab saya bosan duduk sendiri dalam bilik yang dingin.
Konon-konon baca buku,nak duduk sampai malam.
Kite menyambil;
makan, baca,minum,baca,gossip, baca,cuci mata, baca.
Kat situ juga kita jumpa Pink Panther.
Gf Nudin yang Nudin pon tak tau dia tu gf Nudin.
Pink Panther pon tak tau dia tu gf Nudin.
Saya kenal pulak dengan Cikema, Arep.
Saya belajar perkataan SEBEK.
Semua situasi saya nak guna kan sebek.
Kenapa sebek.
Cikema tinggalkan saya sebek masa rumate dia tgh bergadoh.
Sebek saya situ.
Lepas tu saya mula kenal ramai budak kelas.
Kalau sebelum tu, saya tak kenal.
Sungguh saya lupe.
Maafkan saya ye.
Sungguh orang kata, zaman belajar zaman paling bahagia.
Tak dapat nak kata apa, saya pon setuju juga.
Semua orang yang ada, takkan saya lupa.
Saya sayang semua.
Walaupun takde nama sebut sini sana,
Awak-awak kene tahu, saya ingat awak semua.

Sesuatu Yang di Kutip dari Tulisan Lama (5) "Now That You Are Here"

Don't come to say you are sorry...because I am for you...

Don't ask me how to live because now i know better..

I thought perfect moment is a long journey---proven it's not..

Don't come to reminisce, because I stop doing it long time ago....

Things are not gonna be the same..

Thought I'm not gonna be sober..

Now I'm much better....

Can't believe I could view from different angle....

Won't lie about how happy I am...

Won't need that..

COS I AM.....

Sesuatu Yang di Kutip Dari Tulisan Lama (4) "FRAIZZ

at times u make me cry...
it happens when u lie.. 
i just know it...
still. u want to deny...
the more i know...
the more u ignore...
yes i know...
not all i know..
but it's enough you know?
i'm happy when u smile...
content when i became the reason of that smile..
we never bother about others...
at least i do because u, me is just enough..
i tried to be a new version of mumy..
and i know i lost the privilege of being me..
that's ok that's alright..
in a relationship we have to compromise.
things got out of hands..
i don't want it to end..
i know for sure..
this feeling i have is not over...
can't see you as what u used to be...
i just can't stand it...
when she's standing in between...
don't mind about the other lady..
they are beautiful...
i know that..
but they are beauty with brain...
this one..
i can't tolerate...
just can't accept it..
just don't get it...
so, i thought...
why not..
give her a shot...
maybe she worth a lot..
we are not kids anymore..
we are not newbies..
we are not strangers..
we know more than anyone know...
we feel more than anyone would feel..
we faced at least to the extent we had put our heart could stand...
why want to fight when it can be good?
why want to curse when we can be cool?
i love it. 
to be asking about u.
to be learning about u.
to know new thing, day to day about u. 
i like it.
to ask silly little Q...
to have to chose your shoe..
to talk more and more, it's ok if it's only about u..
remember mcd?
remember the FRAIZ?
remember how i said it?
remember how ur eyes blink with stars in it?
'u look nice, marry me'...
that just came out; out of the blue..
but i just love it...
the sound of it..the taste of it...
mcd FRAIZ...
i would call u that..

if u like that...

cos i like that....
fraiz.... 
i just love it...
i just can't get enough of it..
i just can't get rid of it...
how hard, how soft, how salty it is..
i just love it..
and faiz....
i just love u.

Sesuatu Yang di Kutip Dari Tulisan Lama (3) "You and Me"

It was nothing new.

You and me.

That's how it will always be.

On the bench.

There we will be.

We were happy.

You and me.

It was rainy.

I'm happy.

That u are here.

Here with me.

Then came she.

Why it has to be?

Wasn't it supposed to be?

Just you and me?

I can't see.

Why on earth she wanted me

to leave and set you free.

Is this how u wanted it to be?

I am willingly.

If u ask me.

because I don't want to be

A burden to anybody.

On that day

I decided to choose my own way

there's nothing more to say,

Sesuatu Yang Di Kutip Dari Tulisan Lama (2) "Put People to Where They Belong"

I was with my friend when this thing occur to my mind. She tells another friend of mine that she looks cute in that plain sport t-shirt *which usually makes us looks like a nerdy nerd little school girl. I told her, "don't say that to her, u might make her feel shy". My friend said.

"Let her know that she's cute. It's not a crime."

From that day onwards, I observe people around me, and reflect my past.

There was this time, when I was in religion school, while waiting to perform my prayer, I told my friend that her other friend is beautiful. This person I spoke with is also beautiful, but she has an attitude which I don't really favor. What is it? Let me tell the whole story. After I told her about her friend, she looked at me and smile.

"She's not beautiful Asiah, she is just cute, not beautiful. There are a lot of category of nice-to-see-face, and she's not beautiful."

I can just say that she's beautiful, because she surely is. But i just can't bring myself to compliment her, because she expect me to put her to the higher place than her 'cute' friend has been placed. See. How can she said that about her own friend? I can't tell much about beauty. It is subjective. Maybe to her scale, she's beautiful, and her friend is just cute. But to my opinion, I can assume, her beauty lessen by her attitude.

Why would we want to put people to where they belong? simple.

IT'S WHERE THEY SHOULD BE.

"Do not reject good idea from whom you don't like."

This is another thing I learnt. We tend to reject ideas which came from our enemy, or rival. Why is that so? Because we hate them. Isn't that obvious? Maybe we should start to see things from another angle. Maybe their ideas is not so bad at all. Hate the person, don't hate their ideas.

Of all things that should be put in their place, to condemn people is one thing which we should not put in the appropriate place. I mean, if you saw one super-hideous person pass by, would you go and tell him. " You are a one hideous creature ". That would be so bad.....

There are some things which can and cannot be put on their place. If we think by putting it on it's right place, the world will be a better place, then, do the deed, put it to where it belong. If we are sure it will make this world grew bitter, just swallow the words, and forget about it.

"Kalau takde benda baik nak kata, baik diam."

*pesanan untuk diri sendiri juga ye Asiah, si kaki gosip.